STRENGTH.

Its time i stopped hoping for you to reply my texts. I am not going to be a slave to my phone longing for your reply. If i am not worth your time,I am not going to hang myself for that. I am not going to send a second message to tip you off. I am not going to feel bad if you are not replying my texts. I am not going to worry about why you are ignoring me.

I am done hoping to see you at the end of each day, rearranging my schedule to fit you. i am not going to forgo important things to make time for you. You are perfect in cancelling plans well, no more. I am done feeling like crap because you haven’t seemed interested lately. Feeling unworthy. Questioning my own existence. That ends right at this moment.

Our conversations lately make no sense. Raising an alarm is a complaint. Well I am done doing all that for you to see. For you to appreciate. Your ego is way out of space, I cant seem to reach it. Ever felt like an inferior. I am done feeling all that.

I don’t want a maybe. I am done settling for less. Make it clear, you either want me or kiss my back.